Why did everything have to happen in under two months?
It's like something is pulling a string on me....unraveling me. Soon I'll be just a heap of tangled string on the ground instead of a nice, stable, blanket.
Everything is just....it's wrong. It shouldn't be this way.
If there's another me living in a parallel universe...living my life only opposite....I want to hurt her because other me must be having the time of her life. She must just have the perfect life ever.
Why can't I be on the nice side? why do I have to be on the crappy side of the universe?
I guess...I'm bitter. Nothing seems to work out for me. It's just...I'm not happy. I can't be.
People have been telling me for a while "it can only get better". Instead, it's gotten worse and worse. Something tells me I'm going to have to hit the lowest of lows ever....before things get better.
I feel like throwing up.
~AM
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I normally try not to comment on things like this, since I think it's kind of intrusive, but I just really need to say: No matter what, we love you. I love you for everything that you are and everything that you're not. And nothing's ever going to change that.
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