Crack a lackin'

That's the sound some tree behind my dorm made when it fell. Yeah...a tree fell. There's some mighty strong winds out there right now. I almost blew away.

Friday. I watched Little Miss Sunshine. It's perfect. It's not "OMG BEST MOVIE EVARRRR" but...there's absolutely nothing wrong with it either. huh. But yeah...it ended up being just my roommate and I and the two JC's who watched it. It was cool.

Saturday. Homecoming deal. haha...I cleaned my room and did homework. Screw homecoming. After that I went to see a movie with my fabulous friend and other people. We watched The Proposal. It was alright...for a chick flick. After the movie we went to mr.fabulous' dorm. This particular dorm is known as the "studious dorm". That basically means nerdy people like to live there. Oh my god....I want to live there. They have windows you can sit in and their own closets...it's like a normal two person dorm room. (...I think I need to explain this a bit more...hold on) PLUS....all of my new found friends live there. Seriously. I CAN RELATE TO THESE PEOPLE. Everybody is so nice there and so awesome and I love them. I want to be them. I wanna move there...but I can't. Sad day. Hopefully I can still be friends with them...dorms tend to be friends with people from their own dorm. It just happens.

So I was there chillin' in a couple different people's rooms till 1. Finally....I did something normal college people do. We talked about nerd things. My god it was great. It was also very late but...I wish I lived there. I didn't want to leave I wanted to have friends. I fear that the moment I stepped out of that dorm I lost them because I'm not "one of them". Not my fabulous friend though. He's probably still my friend.

On the way back we ran into a few drunk people. They were all over that night. Homecoming dance. Yeah one of the many reasons why I didn't go.

Ok so my dorm? Rumour is that it was originally just an upperclass, one person per room dorm. Which...totally makes sense because the rooms are tiny and there's only one closet. My dorm is the "friendly people" dorm. Yeah they're friendly....but it seems like they are TOO friendly...and then at the same time not friendly you know? I mean...it's the bad kind of friendly. the friendly that makes you want to be even more antisocial because these people intimidate the hell out of you. It's the friendly that makes you suspicious about whether they are just being nice to you because they have to. Bottom line is, I don't really fit here. I wish I could...

You see the dilemma I am in?

Also...I really miss playing the cello. I need to find a cheap way to be able to play. Roar.

I have a really good analogy on what my life is doing right now but only one person will get it really. eh. Has to do with tetris.

~AM