I believe in myself

I don't have a religion. That doesn't mean I don't have faith though.

A lot of my family wouldn't really approve of my stance towards God and religion if they knew. They don't know though. I don't really know myself what exactly I believe in. If God is this angry dominating patriarch or if God is Mother Earth...I don't know. I like to see God as Sophia....or wisdom.

The only thing I can truly believe in is myself and what I discover about this world. I have learned a lot. I might just write my own book in my own bible. Blasphemy....to many yes. I don't understand why it's so terrible...but alright. I'm not trying to start a religion...I just want to get some ideas out there. Like Jesus. More Blasphemy.

My loneliness and I are cool with each other now. I realize that I like what my loneliness does to my character. Contrary to popular belief, I do like who I am more than half the time. I guess...I've just accepted the fact that I'm a lonely transient being that few understand. Something like that.

It bothers me that there are a few people I can't hug because it would be socially unacceptable.

I really can't put my thoughts into words so much right now.

"Look at the frequencies at which I vibrate...I'm going to light up the world"

~AM