"Because you don't f***ing care"

....may seem like a good answer towards most people these days. Especially when phrases like these are used:

"Ah man! I don't know how I forgot that!"
"What? You walked right past me and said that? When was this? Huh...I wonder why I didn't notice."
"How do I not remember that conversation?"
"Why haven't I noticed you before?"
"Why didn't I do my homework?"
"Why do I have such a shitty grade in this class?"
"I'm sorry...I seem to have forgotten your name"

blah blah blah. The truth is...no one gives a damn unless it has to do with them in some way. That's the sad truth. We all have a egoist in us. We don't always mean to not f***ing care about a certain person and such....but it happens. We all have goals and aspirations...and if someone you see every day isn't directly a part of that, well then they will sadly go by the wayside and not be thought about.

People often don't think of people because they just care about them....usually there is something to gain. True, friendship could be a thing to gain. I'm just saying there are an awful lot of ulterior motives.

I don't even know where I'm going with this anymore. I'm just feeling rather cynical tonight. Seeing as how no one reads this anymore because I don't post things on a regular basis...it doesn't really matter anyway.

~AM